BIOGRAPHY

SACRA.

SACRA.

Born into a lineage of artists in Tokyo—her grandfather “Yoai Ota”, the leading painter of cherry blossoms and a founding figure of botanical art in Japan, and her mother—SACRA. first flourished as a celebrated nail artist, creating works for countless public figures in Japan. She won the World Nail Art Championship and thrived in the spotlight. However, behind the brilliance, lay more than a decade of severe depression—so deep she tried to end her life many times.

Her recovery began when a manga she shared online about her struggle became a bestseller. Yet even then, raised in a home shaped by self-sacrifice and bound by dependency that felt almost like indoctrination,
Yet, a quiet inner struggle remained:

“Am I truly living my own life…?”

The answer came through an encounter—and through the sea. She realized something profound—that life is not to be lived by expectation or obligation, but created by one’s own will.

To live one’s own life means choosing the future with your own will. Her art is a bridge to that inner voice.

The theme of her works is to serve as a bridge to the inner voice. The sea symbolizes vows, the cherry blossoms what never fades, and the path the encounters that shape us.
Each piece is imbued with a sense of prayer.

What she wants to convey is this:
It is neither obsession nor dependency, but the dignity of loving by her own will.
It does not have to be understood by everyone.
What matters is that she trusts the path she has chosen by her own will—and keeps moving forward…

Listen closely to your heart.
What do you truly want?
To cherish yourself is to live in alignment with that voice.
May you find and walk your own path.

Even in pain, embrace uncertainty and flow with it.
Beyond it, there always awaits a certain future.

This is my message—
to “You”.

SACRA.

SACRA.

祖父・太田洋愛は桜画家の第一人者、母親も画家という東京の芸術一家に生まれる。 国内で数多くの著名人を手掛けるネイリストとして活躍。ネイルアート世界大会優勝、第一線で活躍…という華やかさの裏で、何度も命を絶とうとするほどの10年を超える重度の鬱病に苦しむ。寛解の頃、SNSに発表した闘病漫画がベストセラーになり再起するも、自己犠牲をベースに育った環境、ある意味洗脳とも言える他者依存から抜けられず、『本当に”自分の人生”を生きているのだろうか』という疑問は消えなかった。
そして、その答えは”ある出逢い”と“海”により導かれる。

自分の人生を生きるとは、自分の『意志』で未来を選ぶこと

作品のテーマは、内なる声との【懸け橋】。
【海】誓い、【桜】変わらないもの、【道】出逢いをモチーフに【祈り】を込めた作品たち。

 

伝えたいのは…
固執でも、依存でもなく、自分の意志で愛することの尊さ。
万人に理解されなくてもいい。
あなたが自分の意志で進むと決めた道を、信じて進めばいい。

心に耳を澄ませて。
本当はどうしたい?
自分を大切にするということは、心の声に従い生きること。
あなたが、あなたの『道』を歩めますように。

苦しくても、不確実性を受け入れ、流れに乗って進もう。
その先に必ず『確かな未来』が待っています。

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